Since the last post of my marriage therapy, I have not mentioned about it. How it went, what happened, was it right or wrong, good or bad?
Well, the past 3 months went on really well. We have been good, learning to give and take. I have been really patient, he too. We had sex, finally. It wasnt that bad, it was good actually. For that 3 months, we did more than we had for the last 7 years of our marriage.
Anyway, this 2 days, the feeling suddenly disappear again. I suddenly felt like 4 months ago, before the therapy books, before the argument, before giving in and all. I avoided sex, I felt annoying again. Why is this so? I thought I have fully left everything behind and started all over again. But how come it's coming back? I'm so scared.
Is this going to be like this forever? Once in a while it comes back? The last 3 months was good. I had a normal married life.
I'm so scared.
