Last night we went out drinking. A lot of us, cause Zdor wanted to meet Gina. I don't condone affairs, and I didnt do anything to encourage them too. It's nice to see them both together, but too bad he is married.
Anyway, after that we left and went home. Gina slept with me, and we talked. She said that she is happy for me, that she is glad that everything I have sacrifice for has made it's return. That Mr. is treating me so well. And I told her, I will always be there for her. She can spend the rest of her life with me. We can grow old together. She will always have me.
And the weirdest thing happened. I had a dream. For the whole night, I dreamt of Zdor. That's really weird. I cant remember exactly what happened in the dream, but I know it's him.
WTF was I thinking... Dreaming of a man that is married. That is not bad enough? Yes, he is Mr's friend of 20 years.
