Ain't Champion No More

While I was driving to work this morning, I heard the news. Manchester United lost again. They are out of the Champion's League. If they drew yesterday's game, they would make it in. However they lost to Benfica 2-1. Well, is this merely Sir Alex Ferguson's fault or is this really fate?

LOL has been a die-hard fan since he was 12 I think. Well, his emotion more or less follows the score of MU. Hmm, and he once told me that whenever MU wins, it means luck's on his side. And I still remembered the other time, he said, "If MU wins tonight, we'll end up together." I told him, he is mad, how can he let a game decide our faith. Somehow, MU lost that day....

Well, after the last break up, I could hardly see MU win. Why is this so? Can MU really decide for us? Or is MU trying to tell us something???

Only If

Why is there a word such as "IF"? Isn't it better if this word doesn't exist at all? Then will there still be thoughts? What if? Perhaps this or that? Only if. I have a lot of IFs in me.

1) Only if I hadn't went missing in action for one week.
2) Only if I had more confidence in myself
3) Only if I have been fair to him
4) Only if I hadn't been so childish
5) Only if I hadn't thought so much
6) Only if I knew I loved him so so much now
7) Only if I had appreciated him then
8) Only if I knew what I want in a husband & a father for my son then
9) Only if I could put love in front of my family
10) Only if.........

The list will go on and on and on until I don't know where. Does this word play an important role in people who has regrets in lives?