Thursday, June 19, 2008

Why Do I Still Care?

Why do I still care? Why do I blocked him in the facebook and yet search for him every once in a while? Why is it that I still want to know what is going on with him? Why is it that he has to limit his profile? Why is it that he blocked me from seeing him in facebook? Why why why?

Does this all matter? Why do I have to put myself at the bottom end when I have everything in first class now? I am really done with him. Thoroughly done...

3 comments:

uno said...

good to hear that I might be helping you somehow..
I guess there are some unanswered questions in you about him, that is what making you keep looking for him again and again..
I guess only time can heal these wounds.. be patient..
One day it will be gone and u will never even think about him..
I am saying it partly from my own experience..
keep writing, that can take away the pain a lot.. If you are willing let us discuss these things on comments or even facebook( only if u are ready!!!)..
So dont worry, now that the worse part is over, it is going to be better only.

wife said...

wow... yes, it's so true and i didnt realise until now that you mention,

"guess there are some unanswered questions in you about him, that is what making you keep looking for him again and again.."

yup, i think there really is something that i wanna know from him.

but why? what have i done that made him hate me so much? so much that he doesnt even wanna talk to me?

what did i do? what happened in between the time? what has he gone thru?

uno said...

my face book name is "Suraj Rs"..
Let me know yours so that I can add you as friend.
I guess it is better that u send me your ID or contact so that u don't make friendship with somebody else...

my gmail ID is "suraj.chilled@gmail.com" u can add me in gtalk also..

Even I am not sure what made him hate u, I might have to know how u guys split..
But may be because u left him without saying anything?? I don't know...Let us discuss it out if possible, then u will feel so better....take care!!