Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Again

Another argument. I just dont know what he wants. He is always showing me his black face and for all the years I have given in. I really cannot stand anymore. And for all the years, he has been telling me how bad I am, how bad my temper is, how inconsiderate I am, blah blah blah. If I have not been so considerate and calm, I would have argued with him every single day. Cause he just drives me nuts.

He said I dont sleep with him. Can't he notice that what he does turns me off? He always say I am fat, I am not pretty. Always say I'm old, and nobody wants me at all. Go out also aunty already. Yes I accept the fact that I am an aunty, a mother of 2, but he doesnt have to say it straight to my face. Moreover, I think I am still attractive, in a way.

ME: the man told me, your husband is so lucky
HE: Oh, u didnt tell him, u are luckier?

ME: u see my face, quite slim hor
HE: yala, but ur body is dam fat.

Yesterday, he said to have 3 months break, and I agreed.

1 comment:

uno said...

so, what are u going to do?
Since you are not going to leave your marriage, I think you should find your own world. Your fantasy world for your pleasure. Whenever you are down. Go ahead and turn that negativity into +ve using your imagination