HE again

The other night I dreamt of him. We were suppose to go into a room where a lot of people were there. He pulled me back and said, "wait, let's take picture first." He held his phone up and took some pictures of him & I really close together. Then I woke up.

We do skype these days, but not as much as before. I always have this feeling that he doesnt talk to me as much as before is because he has some "feelings" for me. I know I am crazy. But no harm thinking right? Once in a while, you need to feel needed.

Anyway, that day I told him I was kind of relieve that Mr is going away for a week. Then I can do what I want, have a little me-time. I said I will wake him up for breakfast. He said he will not, and dont know how people can wake up so early, dont understand.

I told him, do something different. I will wake him up for breakfast, then we go lunch, then go horrow movie (he is very afraid of watching horror... like me) and then massage and drink.
He said "Can hold hand?" Yup, he is humourous at times.

HE

I did mention in the past posts, that he knows me well. It's great to have someone that understands you. It's really weird that I have this feeling. I don't love him, but sometimes I would miss him, and I like being with him.

The other day we went for a massage, but needed to wait 1 hour. Before that I told him I needed a drink, we went around looking for places, but everywhere's kinda full. So I told him, we just go grab a non-alcoholic drink instead. As we walked by, he went into another pub. He said "You drink tea?"
We ordered beer...

After that pint, we went for massage. By the time it ended, it was already late.

That's the thing about him. He will make you feel special... Why would he even bother going around looking for alcohol for me? He can just forget about the whole thing and drink tea instead. It's really good to have such feeling again.

Funny

The other I was thinking of Zdor, kind of miss him. I dont know what feeling is this that I have for him. He is Mr's friend. Well, of course, I'm not expecting to be with him and all. Just that sometimes, I need some daydreaming.

Anyway, I thought..... just imagining, how it would be if one day I were to tell him that I like him. And I would tell him I miss him and all. He would say, yes, I came for a drink with your friends because you said you miss me, and I'm here to let you see me, blah blah blah.

AND the weirdest thing happened, right on that night, when I was in a mall, he was there. I didnt meet him though... But what are the odds? I went home and day dreamt more. The following morning, he messaged me.

It has been quite a while since we last spoke. Almost a year, till yesterday, I spoke to him again. Nothing much, just some stuff about our friends and all.

Weird.......

Stuffs

As I was cleaning up, I found some stuffs that I had for more than a decade. A brochure of his first development. An MU doll he gave me. I still miss him sometimes...